Tuesday 26 June 2007
Like That Also Can Ah? Can What... Why Cannot?
Monday 25 June 2007
I am a Chinese... and Proud of it!
Sunday 24 June 2007
What Pisses Me Off!
Wednesday 20 June 2007
Bosses Are From Hell.. Full STOP!
My Little Garden of Eden
Let me see what can I tell you about my little garden of eden... Hmmm.. it is the best part of the house besides my bedroom with my bed in it? It is the place where I always entertain my friends may it be for tea, dinners, BBQs, steamboat or simply bullying them into trying my new creation in the food arena? I think the best description of my little garden of eden is that it is the happiest place in my home. It is where I have the most fun! Hahahaha.... Lots of it too. Well, it start out to be that.
I remember when I first moved into this house, I was rather dismay that the space called garden was rather small. It has a plain cement flooring for 3/4 of the floor space and the rest of it was for what I reckon should be grass area but for some reason, it looked more like a snake's home! It was full of weeds, junk and in the middle of it was a real ugly tree. Sigh.. I remember looking at it and feeling shitty everytime I walk in and out moving boxes into the house. It was really a sad case. Anyway, once I got my house in order and had the time, I decided to do something about this sad affair of what I think is called a garden. I know I cannot do anything to the flooring as this is a rented property and for one, I didnt want to invest into something that is not mine, and for another, I am not sure if I am allowed to... I didnt read the Terms & Condition of the Tenancy agreement and don't intend to. Too many words, too technical, I wont be able to understand. It will just be a case of reading and don't know what i am reading. So, might as well forget about it... So, I decided to not do anything to the flooring but I will do plenty to the whole space and that's when I got creative! Hehehehehe....
That was about 4 years ago and my creativity had me buying a picnic table with a bench and 2 chairs, a water features with gives me constant sound of water flowing, a 5 feet width bamboo blinds, 2 lushful green bamboos grown in really large urns for shade, lotus, water orchid and water lilies in pots to please the eyes, hydrangea in pink and blue to add colors, varieties of ginger in red and brown, some of it I don't even know its name, impatients and varieties of japanese roses, all sorts of orchids, herbs, a frangipani tree for shade and fragrant and lots lots of greens into my eden. I have also added a few ornaments here and there... little birds on sticks that will dance when the wind blows, little metal ladybirds sitting prettily on pots, windchimes and tiki lights. I am still getting creative and always on a lookout for new things to add into my little eden. However, as the garden matures, I can see that I have to stop being creative as space is running out with the latest addition of a small kittycat cage that I incorporate inbetween my greens. Yes, since my cat died from being knocked down by a car, I have decided to get a cage for my next kitty. Oh.. it was not difficult to have a cat and garden, infact, they both goes hand in hand. I have many memories of my cat rolling about on the pearl grass area, basking under the sun, all tummy up for some sunshine and kittycat up on the bamboo or plumeria tree!
If you picture a very green compound with peek-a-boo colors dotted here and there you are correct. That's how my little garden of eden looks like from the gate. Many people have stood at the front of my gates looking into my little eden with its "fringe", the end of the porch, lined with orchids and hanging pots of flowers, and admire. That is during daytime. The whole eden will be tranformed on nights that I have my little parties. The many candles, hanging from the ceiling of my porch or on the ground and tiki lights resembles little twinkle stars on ground! And on some nights, the mixture of frangrant from plumeria and other flowers in my little eden can be very seducing. It's simply heavenly.
The best description I have ever received about my little garden of eden is that it has made someone feel like they were in God's playground! I was honored. Truly I was. I mean, I didnt have anything expensive or imported or extra ordinary, everything was either purchase from Ah Lok's nursery or exchanged from friends, so, to be told that my creativity was like God's playground, it was something totally unexpected. Out of this world! But than again, isn't God out of this world!? Ahhhh..... and that's why I named it my little garden of eden....
Monday 18 June 2007
Weekends
Mistress! oh my mistress...
Today's mistress story is of a different kind. The saying "hell hath no fury like a woman's scorn" rings true in this story. Briefly, it is about a 30 something divorcee and a 27 years old very promising man with a bright future. This divorcee was in court charged with getting 2 men to whallop her lurver's legs. He died instead because his head got whallop along with his legs. So now, she would go to jail along with her 2 accomplice and he would lie 6 feet underground making himself useful by becoming fertilizers.... yah.. pretty morbid but hey! that is a fact... live with it... when we die, we go back to earth and become useful to others.. even if in our living years we were nothing near useful to anything or anyone! So.. back to my story... what drove a woman to do such a vindictive thing onto someone she lurves. Oh yah.. she obviously lurve him...
Of course she lurve him. I am not sure if it is lurved as in past tense or lurves as in continuous present tense since he now dead and she will be spending a lot of time in jail to ponder if this lurve is all that worth it. I mean, you got to lurve someone enough to feel hurt and pain.. I mean, would you feel hurt and pain in your heart if a complete stranger would to marry someone else and not you? No right! Who cares if this complete stranger marry the angsana tree next door! But if you lurve this complete stranger, ahhh.. than it will be a different thing.. you would cry enough tears to flood your whole bedroom and your heart would feel like that china teacup that you dropped on the floor when you got news of your beloved marrying the angsana tree! shattered into tiny pieces beyond mending.... Sigh.. that is lurve. That reminds me, someone once told me that the opposite of lurve is never hate and at that time, I cannot fathom this until years later when I had my own heart broken... how true... You got to have lurve in order to hate.
So again, back to my story.. She must have tremendous lurve for him but why did she want to just whallop his legs? Was that his most beautiful body part? Or simply, she thought he would not die from leg injury? Could she have felt so much more hate than lurve for this man in her heart? If so, she would live a life of remorse and regret and by him dying, it was the best punishment for her vindictiveness. No jail term could be as painful and reminding as a lost of a love one. Eternally separated and woman's folly always goes hand in hand.
As for the other woman in this man's life, his mother, I believe she will never see the folly of her doing. Apparently, mommy knows that her son is living in with this divorcee and it doesn't take Albert Einstein to tell you that she is livid with this arrangement and she will do anything and everything to make sure that such arrangements come to an end ala pronto! Sure she did.. the end was that her son died. What a price to pay just to have your way. I mean, mommy went to have an arrange marriage for her son with some nurse because she feels that her son deserves better. By whose standard? The society? Mommy's? And perhaps she also didn't like the idea that someone might just stumble onto the fact that her son is living in, a big sin and shame, with a divorcee, another bigger than life shame. I mean again, where would she put her face if all the ahkahs and ahnehs within the family finds out? So, she must have derived this arranged marriage formula in desperation to end all impending trouble and how right she was. It ended alright. Sonny boy died! Sigh.. sometimes I don't understand mothers.. Why can't mothers see that their son is no longer attached to her like when he is in the womb. The cord has been cut and that should mean something. That should mean that sonny boy is a big boy now and will be in charge of his own happiness and as mommy, her job is ensure that sonny boy's happiness matters most instead of what society thinks and like. Of course if sonny boy is into stealing and murdering, mommy should whip him back into the correct path because such things involve innocent lives.
So, just like any other tragic lurve story, nobody win in this game of lurve. Everybody went home with a deep heartache... Sigh.. mistress! oh my mistress.....